A adrienne - Ptsd

I said this time was different
I was lying to myself
Thought I let go of the fear of pain
Put that feeling on the shelf
Saying I was ready when I knew I wasn't
Taking the attention for some entertainment
Blaming you when I got the fear of commitment
Yeah, Yeah
I got love PTSD
I'm always thinking that someone's out to get me
Got no space, don't waste your time
I'm blocking you before you even hit my line
I already know what's gonna go wrong
Anticipate you movin' on
Scars from my past have reappeared
Guess they'll be buried with time
Sometimes I ghost just out of fear
Bruise your heart, so you don't break mine
I let you take me out, so I don't feel so lonely
Fuck and kick you out so you don't try to hold me
Let's keep it basic, first name basis only
Yeah, Yeah
I got love PTSD
I'm always thinking that someone's out to get me
Got no space don't waste your time
Blocking you before you hit my line
I already know what's gonna go wrong
Anticipate you movin' on
I'm lost in my heart, Stuck on the past
Probably why shit won't last
You can't imagine the cards I was dealt
Still healing from the hurt that I felt
Yea I'm dating but going thru the motions
I'm closed off but I act like I'm open
Lemme keep it real
Lemme keep it a stack
I don't wanna link
And I hardly text back
Save your energy, I don't give none
If you press me, I'm blockin' you Hun
To tell you the truth I'm really quite jaded
I'll probably call you when I'm drunk and faded ok?

Writers: Ashley C

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