P.e.a.c.h. - Rant for personal guidance

I feel like my conscious is draining
Feel like all my bones are breaking
Feel alone
Been grown
To whine and moan
Bout the things I couldn't change
I'm sorry if I left you with the pain
I
Gave up feeling love for my sanity
Gave up my happiness for charity
Losing myself to all of my demons
Am I floatin
Am I focused
Am I dreamin
You been
Tryna reach me
I'm long distance
Cuz you juss wanna play your lil games
And how can I be sane when I find out I'm hanging with all the fakes
Fuck You
I called you brother
I called you son
You left me dead in the woods
You were Judas in the sun
And now you talk about real friends
Well answer me this
Why the fuck would I die for the homies when I know they'd never do the same
Said why the fuck would I die for the homies when I know they'd never do the same
I still think about who I was
And who I been
When I was mortal
Basked in sin
When I had more than
One lone friend
I still find myself thinking bout us and what we had
And now I'm glad
That we didn't go as far as I had planned
Cuz that was juvenile nonsense
I've been healin myself these past couple months
A couple bucks
All I had last week
No fucks
I had to give from me
I've been tryna chill
And get some sleep
My headaches feel a lil more weak
My peers don't see me as a chump
She called me today to say wassup
And I feel loved
So I would still die for the homies even if they'd never do the same
Said I would still die for the motherfuckin homies even if they'd never do the same
Cause it's insane
To think I'm really alone
Since I was born
They've been there for long
I'm here by the phone
I'll pick up when you're ready
Just hold up your hand real steady
I feel it in my bones
Destiny foretold
All y'all niggas keep on hatin on me and we gon see that
They gon blow me when I'm gone

Writers: P.E.A.C.H.

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